The weekly reset is where all that negative energy that you received in your past week you don’t bring it into a new week. You start your new week off with positive energy and good food. You try to turn those negative things into something positive and continue to hold your head up as best as you can. Sometimes though we are so burden with negative things that we get stuck carrying those negative things into a new week and allowing it to build up.
I tend to find myself ready to fall back into a bubble and disappear from people but I still have my life vest so I’ll continue to float. Floating with the stream of life and every week trying to get back on a boat that I can’t seem to grab a hold of. This new week should provide me with the new energy and positive energy I need to get back on but so much weight is holding me down. I just want to float for a bit and I will figure it out.
My dad died this past week and I just have to make sure I am good. My life is good. For the past year it just felt like life was getting harder and harder. Just feels like most of my weeks lately have been on repeat and I can’t escape it right now. All I can do is watch and let it happen. Taking a step back from people and focusing more on what matters is usually my solution to getting my head back in the game but things always take time. Trying to press reset on a lot of things only to still see it visible in front of me. My weekly reset isn’t working correctly but I am still here trying to make the best of it.