When I talk about the fear of the unknown I am talking about something that we all have to deal with. Its definitely a scary place that will either push you forward or hold you back in life. Do you question it? Do you play it safe when it does present itself? Do we not adapt and change when the fear presents itself?

As I continue to adult, its really a terrifying place as you move further away from your comfort space. You grow up in such a comfortable space that you have to eventually become uncomfortable and that is terrifying. When you take that first step on faith, it is scary but I personally feel that its a learning experience. When I closed on my house, my anxiety would flare up because it was just a huge leap. I’ve never lived by myself so it’s a scary but exciting part of life that is taking place for me. With changes in life comes huge fears, doubts and just levels of stress. I have moments when I am just so zoned out thinking about everything I’m experiencing that meditating has helped me tremendously. The fear of having your own space and then having someone that you can share that space with is scary as fuck. It’s cool living alone but I like just having people around, even if we are in different rooms. Getting engaged for me was another fear that I almost passed out from. I had anxiety attacks weekly just thinking of it. The scariest moment of my life because of the fear of, ” what’s next?” from life.

Crossing a specific threshold for the unknown is needed. It’s scary as fuck though and my anxiety flares up sometime but prayer and meditation keeps me leveled. Sometimes I overthink situations but I do my best to remain positive. Word of advise, is to jump into the unknown and accept it. Life happens and you won’t always be comfortable. Life advances when you are made uncomfortable.