Category Archives: Balance

Black & White

The thought of things being either black or white some people do not understand. Most times they feel like they need a grey in between to make sense of certain ideas. Why can’t things just be a yes or no and not include a maybe? I feel like having that middle sometimes doesn’t work for EVERY situation. I feel that people try to make the “middle” work for everything when it shouldn’t. I say this because certain things in my life I’ve noticed it’s less of a maybe and more of a direct yes or no. People seem to get offended by that.

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Are We All Just Always Depressed?

Are we all just always depressed? Depressed about something random in our lives and the many different things that we are experiencing. I’ve been falling in and out of depression in my opinion. One minute I could be good and then someone brings something up, then I am down. I am depressed at times and people will never know only cause certain times my mind is somewhere else. People shouldn’t know only because I am a private person and I don’t need to share everything with social media. At times I find myself so lost in my job or hobbies that I forget that I was feeling a particular type of way earlier in the day. Continue reading →

The Shutdown

What I’ve been trying to do is keep my mind moving and pushing forward. We all deal with death differently. I’ve written about this before and I try to remind people that not everyone deals with death the same. Crazy thing is, is that people assume that you are good and that life goes on the same way, but it really doesn’t. I live a life to where I can remain positive and just accept what enters and leaves my life. I believe I’ve come to this point after my dad died. Before I would kind of care about the moves of the people around me but I truly don’t care at this point. I shutdown and disappear to save myself. Continue reading →

Self-Reflection and Healing

Always lost in my thoughts because of how my surroundings seem to turn out. I’ve changed but I’ve changed for the better. I reflect a lot on current moments and try to remember that I am the priority in my life. My health, my wealth, my happiness are the priorities in my life. It is no one else’s life to live but my own. I lose great people in the long run but it is still my life and I have to live it the best way I see fit. Self-reflection and healing are needed to get your mind right, your spirit right and your body right before moving forward with life. Continue reading →